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On Books, Readers, and Travel Travails

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As the subject makes clear, this post will kind of be all over the place. But first, I’ve created a Tip Page for the blog if you can help me to maintain the high costs mentioned in the previous post. So far, I’ve only included My PayPal account, but more services are forthcoming as soon as I figure out how to add them. I accidentally put the link as vlindtravel instead of blidtravel when I created it and haven’t figured out how to fix it, ah well.

Anyhow, a few interesting things have happened in the interim. Life depending solely on the NLS eReader display has been surprisingly smooth, as this device is proving quite functional. It crashes some, but then so did the Mantis that I’m pondering whether to pay for. It seems to be holding up to my heavy use well, and the battery life can’t be beat. I’m averaging nearly a day and a half of continuous use before needing to recharge. Even the 20 cell size as opposed to 40 cells isn’t that bad. I’m actually reading more books at a higher speed than usual.

And speaking of reading (or listening to? Some argue about that) books, I finally found an audiobook I could check out from Libby. If you haven’t heard of Libby, it’s an app that allows you to check out audio and text books from your public library, using a freely available library card. If you download the app, it walks you through the sign-up process. You only get 14 days to read the book though, so longer ones are more iffy.

What I really wanted to note about that is how accessible the audiobook player is. It makes it very easy to see how much time remains in chapter or the book itself, in a way that neither Audible or NLS BARD quite match. It’s nice to see a mainstream product with that kind of good implementation.

And that gets me to thinking about a company I keep hoping will get its implementation better than it currently is, Amtrak. I booked a recent trip in the app, and, well… First, once I selected my destination and went to the screen where I’m to note my assistance needs, VoiceOver would say nothing. I tried this a couple times without success, then had the thought to turn VoiceOver off and tap the bottom right corner of the screen to advance. This worked, but only because my assistance information had already been saved from previous transactions. It is still obviously a big accessibility problem, and yes I know it needs to be reported to them. I will do that.

Once I got on the train, it took us 30 minutes to even leave the station at which I boarded, Then we stopped at the next station for an interminable hour and a half because a bridge needed inspection. I understand that sometimes these things can’t be helped, but it was annoying. And both my outbound and inbound trains were Thanksgiving-level packed, I suppose as folks avoid chaotic airtravel. The good news about the delay is Amtrak is supposedly sending me a voucher to make up for the inconvenience.

So that’s some of what’s been going on in my neck of the woods. I’m so glad spring has sprung and am looking forward to increased sun and warmth! More next time.

A Conundrum of Broken

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Oh yeah, welcome to 2026! I often forget about this thing till that darn DreamHost bill comes due, which it’s about to. $191 this year, ugh!

So yeah, I’m facing an existential crisis. A couple of crises, actually. Not my existence, but the continued existence of things I have loved and poured a lot of time into. They probably seem like small things to most, but they are impactful and matter to me.

The first is whether to continue with said hosting service. I’m hoping maybe they have some kind of lower priced package. It’s not like I use the most advanced services anyway, I just need my blog to continue to exist. I don’t know if the viewership numbers I see these days represent actual people looking, but assuming they do folks seem to still derive value from my experiences as a man with Norrie disease and thoughts on disability in general. My first posts go back some thirteen years, and i want this archive to exist for my and others’ benefit. We shall see. I can’t even find a number to call and inquire about child things with my host though.

The other issue I’m having is, my APH Mantis refreshable braille display has bitten the dust again. It’s the second time in almost exactly 2 years. The last time this happened, I noted that the NLS zoomax eReader I had then helped me do my job for the time while I awaited the Mantis’s repair.

But as I likely noted in here already, those machines just weren’t very durable. So now most NLS locations have switched to the Humanwareversion of their popular eReader, one of which I’m now writing on. It’s working pretty good, with excellent battery life. and I’m slowly etting used to reading with twenty braille cells instead of 40 as I have on the Mantis, and maybe even reading boobbs more quickly than I had been on the former by the time of its demise.

While I can use it with the JAWS for Windows screen reader on my work PC, because it only really has the Perkins-style braille keyboard I have very limited access to JAWS keystrokes, meaning I still have to use a qwerty keyboard to enter most commands. So I’m trying to decide whether to shell out dough and get the Mantis fixed again, or if it’s time for something else. What I probably wish is that I had unlimited funding, but then I suppose we all wish that.

I got this post’s title from a book I’m reading called The Puzzle Box, by Danielle Trussoni. The main character, Mike Brink, has a dog named Conundrum that he calls Connie, in honor of his amazing ability to solve puzzles after a traumatic brain injury playing football. And as an aside, the puzzle master at the center of this novel is a blind Japanese guy. Without spoiling too much, I’ll say that braille even figures into the solving of the puzzle, which I thought was awesome. It’s the second in her puzzle series, but you don’t necessarily have to read the still to enjoy it in my opinion. Hopefully more posts to come soon.

Another Day In Paradise: My Crazy Myrtle Beach Christmas

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…except not. As I write this, I keep hearing (I think) country singer Phil Vasser singing “Just Another Day In Paradise.” The Paradise Resort hotel in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina, that is. We’d stayed there in 2024, and my wife enjoyed the facility particularly because she could park on the same floor as our room if we stayed on either the 2nd, third, or fourth floors. This is easy to do during the relatively low-occupancy Christmas period, so I opted to book the same hotel again thinking it would be better than some unknown property that might give me variable results. All was well until… well let me set the scene first.

Before I get into the meat of it, I should say that at no point were we in any real danger. Everything was fine as things unfolded, at least with regard to our physical safety.

Ok, so we’ve sort of established a routine for our Myrtle Beach Christmas vacations as this is our third: day one, arrive, walk along the ocean, eat at Olive Garden, buy snacks. Day two, wake, have a leisurely breakfast (preferably at Hot Stacks Pancakes though this year they were closed so we had to do Waffle House), walk along the ocean, eat at Paula Deens Family Kitchen for dinner. Day three, (usually Christmas) wake, have a light in-room breakfast, watch TV and speak with family for a while, walk the ocean, pick up food at IHOP then bring it back to the room for eating. (You can only eat out so many times right?)

So we had just wound up the last of those activities, and she was headed in to start preparing to call it a night. As she made her way into the bathroom, I settled into the somewhat squeaky couch to enjoy some of my audiobook. Suddenly, I hear… really? An alarm? The funny part is that earlier that day, my wife had played a video clip of some kind of siren that made me jump and stand, ready to evacuate the room thinking it might be the fire alarm. So perhaps I couldn’t be blamed for doubting the veracity of this new sound, even as I again stood and positioned myself for a quick getaway. A voice then came over what I assume is an ingrained PA system informing us that “the fire alarm has been triggered. You must evacuate the building.”

My wife, rapidly re-dressing, scampered over to me and told me to grab my Mantis braille display and jacket. She said she also got her purse and phone. And I’m happy we did, because we discovered on entering the hall that it was not fire, thank goodness for that, but water sounding like the ocean was gushing full-force down the hall and already entering many of the second floor rooms. As it turns out, a pipe had burst in the housekeeping area.

‘What the…” she said as we made our way pel mel to the second floor exit.

As we tore up and down ramps trying to work out the best approach, I guess because of the stress my heart rate accelerated nerve-wrackingly. So I took a grateful seat in the car and tried to breathe deeply and relax as she made her sloshing way back inside to retrieve as much of our stuff as possible. It didn’t take me long to get back under control, but man I’m way too far out of shape as I’ve already sort of discovered in just taking those brisk walks along the sea. I know I gotta start moving more.

Anyhow, I asked her to as soon as possible help me find some water, and happily sucked on a bottle once it became available. We managed to get pretty much everything out of the room, but much of it was soaked as we had it on the floor near or just inside of the nightstands. There were not many suitable places to place luggage, as these units are usually owned by individuals who can decide what is or isn’t inside of them. Fortunately, the only thing of real concern I would have lost besides my electronic equipment, which I already had, would have been my medicine. It was mostly just a giant aggravation.

After sloshing in there a couple more times to retrieve whatever else we could grab, as they had already started sucking out as much water as they could as quickly as possible, we entered the check-in area to see what we would have to do. We had to wait a while as they scrambled to find available rooms to put us all. My wife said one man in particular was doing most of the work, fielding phone calls, dealing with unhappy customers, and beginning to turn red from the strain. Once we got our turn, we were placed in a room on the seventh floor. Luckily, her sister had also come to the beach and helped us steer a cart with our sodden stuff onto the elevator and up to that new room. It was nicer, with better furniture and an actual bedroom, instead of the room with a bed we pass through on the way to the ocean-facing living room in back. At this point though, we barely cared about the upgraded surroundings. We took a little while to eat snacks, try and relax some, and again! Finally! Headed for bed. Yes, I was glad to return home after that.

So that was my wacky Christmas Day at the beach, about which we will likely be talking for years. I did receive about 20% off in compensation, though surprisingly there has been little communication from the property as this all unfolded. All they said during its happening is that “a leak” had caused the WiFi to be shut down. A leak sounds like nothing, and as we noted if I’d seen that while we were, say, at a restaurant, we would not have known that we needed to hustle over there and get our stuff. Interesting. Ah well, thankfully all is well that ends well and we only lost a couple of easily-replaceable things. Till my next travel adventure.

Live Caption Addendim: A Hearing Aid Horror Story

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I guess I should begin by noting that this happened to me because of my own hard-headedness. I should have gone in to have the aids maintained long before it got to that point, but it’s always hard to find a stopping point in busy life and work. I guess next time I’ll just have to schedule the appointment six months out and aim to make it there for the routine retubing. Anyway, here’s what happened.

Have you ever had one thing happen, then another thing immediately follows and something else follows on that until it feels like catastrophic failure… then you wake up? And breathe a huge sigh of relief? “Man thank goodness, I had no idea how I was getting out of that mess!”

Well this incident felt like that, except unfortunately it was not “but a dream.”

Monday night. My wife and I were wrapping up chatter about our day and about to pack it in for the night, me laying on my side and exerting pressure on the left-side hearing aid. Suddenly I realized the sound had become muffled. “Oh no, not again” I thought. “I know this stupid thing hasn’t become blocked by wax again.” Only when I reached my hand up to investigate, I discovered that the tubing had actually become severed from the earhook. Worse, it had split slightly at the top, meaning there was no way I could reconnect the pieces. My stress meter immediately shot up, and my brain whirred as it tried to come up with at least a minimal fix that could at least let me get to the clinic the following day. Figuring that since my left ear was the most important to hear from, I decided to connect my left-side aid to the right-side tubing so that I could at least nominally communicate. And then I went to bed, restless.

Tuesday morning: I awoke, called out of work, and prepared to settle into my recliner to await the clinic’s opening at 8:00 AM. As I turned on the SiriusXM Real Jazz station I enjoy waking up to and opened the book I was reading on my Mantis Braille display, I happened to reach up and touch the left-side hearing aid for some reason. And then that tubing, which had previously been attached to the right-side aid, also broke. It too would no longer stay attached to the ear hook. This meant, one of my greatest fears, I was completely unable to hear. By this point my wife had already departed for work, which was fortunately only a few minutes away. I sent her a frightened text, and she said as soon as she could get the day started and let those know who needed to know she would return home to assist me.

8 AM came, and no one answered the phone right on the dot. Then 8:10, then 8:15, at which time I left a message. Finally, on my 8:25 attempt someone picked up. I had to hook my USB headphones into the iPhone and turn them up to full volume, thus just being able to make out what was being said. The receptionist said a graduate assistant could see me at 10:30 AM, and I instantly felt much better.

So I put on my clothes, sat downstairs on the couch, and waited for my wife to show up shortly after 9:30. I had already enabled the iPhone’s Live Caption feature that I wrote about in the previous post, so I would know when she had reentered. At one point though, I saw the words “come on” scroll across my display and I thought she had arrived, but it was a false alarm. Yeah, that app, while very helpful, is far from perfect. I sure was curious what it could have heard though, in our supposedly quiet living room.

Once she did get there though, we were able to have a sort of halting conversation as the car sped toward the audiology clinic. She said it felt odd with the delay, as naturally it took me a few seconds to process what had just been said. And sometimes the transcript just isn’t correct, leading to hilarities. For some reason it often thinks people are saying expletives (the F-word especially). And at this point it doesn’t distinguish among voices, meaning what I’m seeing could be coming from a person or the radio. I hope that can be improved in future using AI. Still, it was truly a game changer, and perhaps even a lifesaver, in that kind of situation. The last time I lost pretty much all of my hearing due to an ear infection and needed quick treatment they just had to get started without asking me any questions, which can be dangerous.

In the clinic, the audiologist-in-training was also able to communicate with me, even as she repaired the aids. Usually, I’d just be sitting there waiting for them to plug the left-side aid in so I could hear them. It was great though, knowing what was happening in real time, well sort of real-time.

After that harrowing experience, I was more than happy to take my wife up on a breakfast at a local diner called Brigs. There are three locations in the Triangle, and they serve breakfast until early afternoon. The atmosphere was nice, and at the time we got there it wasn’t too loud, so I could actually communicate with the server. They had large and small cups of orange juice, and I wasn’t sure which to get because how does one define large versus small. I went with the former and was glad I did, as it was only the size of a normal glass. Along with that, I had a delicious sausage and cheese omelet and fruit. She chose to eat blueberry pancakes. It was nice just enjoying a rare meal together in the middle of a workday, and finally, happily, letting all of that stress melt away. Until my next misadventure.

On Braille Access and Live Captioning

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If you’ve followed my blog for any length of time, you probably know that I have significant hearing loss. I could likely even be classified as functionally deaf. This has presented challenges not only in likely spaces like restaurants, on the bus, or even at work, but also sometimes at home. The issue there is that sometimes I’m trying to hear someone over a television or just the way the room is designed causes an echo that interferes with my hearing aid’s ability to clearly perceive the sound. This is stressful, to say the least.

So color me very excited to discover that in Apple’s latest update to iOS 26, they included a feature called Live Captioning. I think there is a Live CAptioning option that provides visual captions usable by those who are deaf but have sight, but the version I’m going to talk about is built specifically for those of us who are blind and also have hearing issues. Yay in itself is a revolution as even in most accessibility regulations they rarely consider persons with multiple disabilities. They have rules for blind folk, rules for deaf folk, etc, but not often an acknowledgment of the potential crossover, which I dare say is more common than we might think.

Anyhow, if you don’t know how to access Live Captioning and want to, here’s how. First, you have to have a Braille display of some kind; it can either be with a Perkins-style keyboard or using a QWERTY keyboard with something like the APH Mantis, which is what I’m using. If using a Perkins keyboard, access Braille Access by pressing dots 7 and 8 with Space bar. And all you need to do to envoke this feature with the Mantis in most cases is to press VO (Control+Option, or Control+Windows if you are more Windows inclined) with Y to enable Braille input, then press the letter A and semicolon as your dots 7 and 8 along with the Space bar. There are other items in the Braille Access menu that appears, which operates separate of your iPhone so you could use VoiceOver’s speech to view other content while it is open. It lets you, for example, take notes, view the time, or use Braille to open other apps.

But I’m just pressing up arrow (Space with dot 1 if using a Perkins keyboard) to navigate to Live Captioning and pressing Enter. You also have two options with this feature open, changed easily by pressing dots 7 (or the letter A with a QWERTY keyboard) plus Space bar: listen to audio or listen to microphone. Audio refers to the audio generated by the iPhone, and if you do this you can have it pick up spoken words even without the phone being turned up. I used this to, for instance, follow play-by-play of a Carolina Panthers game via the display while in a car with others (they beat the Dallas Cowboys on the Sunday prior to this entry’s writing, so I was thrilled as they’ve done virtually nothing over the last five years, but I digress). I’ve also used i to make sure I can hear narrators in an audiobook, as I find that after listening to their voice for a while as I also view the transcript I can actually understand them more.

If set to listen through the microphone, it’s as if the iPhone is recording. This means that you do not really have use of any other audio on the phone while in such mode. But the beauty of this is it will pick up conversations and other things, such as the TV, happening around me. I used this to speak to a coworker whom I’ve usually had a hard time hearing, just because of how things sound in our office and the fact that we’re positioned relatively far apart. I’ve also used it to chat with my father-in-law about work, and that went smoothly.

There is, naturally, a slight delay in between the words being spoken and flashing on the screen, and if you fall behind in reading the transcript, indicated by a braille box on either end of the display, you can just press a cursor routing button to jump to the end. And of course, the transcription is not always totally accurate, though it usually makes enough sense for me to get the gist of what was said. It can also be more challenging to follow if you have lots of crosstalk going on, as it doesn’t identify if a different character is speaking. But it was/is helping me to pick up at least a degree more than I had before, and every little bit helps. This is especially important as I continue to gain responsibility and standing in my career, not to mention that it’ll likely make family social gatherings not feel as difficult. So I applaud Apple for taking such a step. Let’s hope it’s only the beginning of what can be done to get this tech to truly help us all.

AI A-I-O!

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I am still writing this entry, for the time being. I say this as the AI revolution continues to take over, and I am not entirely sure what to make of it yet.

I was, and mostly still am, a skeptic. Of course I’ve used various AI apps like Seeing AI and Be My AI to describe photos and read documents for a while now. And especially where it comes to photo description, I’d taken the readings with a grain of salt knowing that AI often hallucinates and just plain makes things up. But it was no worry, as the descriptions weren’t serious and an error would have no real impact on me.

But lately, I’m seeing more and more people use this technology, often called generative AI, to create or edit documents or to help brainstorm when preparing to construct projects. This makes me nervous, because what is that going to do to human creativity long term? What does it do to our ability to learn now? These are deep philosophical questions about which we will no doubt debate for a long time.

But two things happened recently to change my mind a bit. Well for starters, I downloaded the Chat GPT iOS app so I could explore what all the fuss was about. In its suggested things to ask, it offered to play a World Capitals game. This immediately appealed to my nerdy GPS-coordinate, geographical tendencies. I knew the capital of Ethiopia, ADIS Ababba; and Bolivia, La Paz. I found out though that the capital of Bhutan is Thimphu. Hmmm, not likely I would have known that one. Anyway my free time ran out, at least for the next few hours, so I bit the bullet and opted to pay (for at least one month).

And in for a penny, in for a pound, right? So the first of the two things that really got me thinking about the potential power (and perhaps peril) of this and any so-called AI platform was my decision to query it about a project I’m hoping to launch. It’s a revamp of a podcast idea I had back in 2021, where I would explore books featuring characters with disabilities and see if I could land author interviews. Only this time I plan to be much more prepared, thanks in large part to the How to Build a Podcast segments on the Access On podcast. So I also asked GPT for suggestions on content, an author email template, and ideas on show structure, for which it supplied good answers. I guess the good of it is, at least for now, I still have to do a lot of the heavy lifting to really get this thing going. But the AI helped me get it off the ground in a way I may never have done otherwise.

And right on the heels of that, pretty much the day after I made the purchase, a work project surfaced that would also be a good candidate for AI intervention. I had to quickly generate four scripts of sorts, starting that Wednesday afternoon, and if possible have them done by Friday. Again I had GPT create the templates for me and I went in and filled in all of the relevant information, also editing the document so that things would be formatted correctly. It definitely reduced the time it took me to complete that, and I made the deadline.

So I continue to experiment with what all this and other such applications can do. I’ve since asked it for more geography games, and am enjoying guessing countries by three clues it gives me. I do suppose I will also use it for other work and hobby projects as well.

I just completed a work of fiction called Coded Justice, by Stacey Abrams, that explores the role AI could play in medicine. Of course it to some extent goes with the trope of AI gone rogue, but things get deeper than that. It’s the third in her Avery Keene series, and I’ve enjoyed all of them.

A Sad Goodbye

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Annabel (Boo Boo) Miller, 10/31/2010-7/14/2025 (because of course she had her government name and nickname)

You can read the post I made on Celebrating My Daughter’s Birthday to learn about the origins of my relationship with that goofy, 7-pound ball of Pomeranian fur. That was composed in 2018, and we got to be entertained and sometimes supported by her (because she often seemed to know when I was extra stressed and would become extra cuddly, comforting me as I often did her) for another almost 7 years.

We knew that this move we made in 2023 would probably be her last, but it gave her a bigger house and space in which to run, and get into our spaces randomly (she would sometimes come into my room soundlessly then be surprised when I shut the door and she got stuck inside). She also emerged from my laundry pile once. Imagine my surprise when, as I folded and put away clothes, I felt a little paw tapping my hand. “Hey, how did you get in there!” This was her house and we were just living in it.

I guess she figured I was more the beta and my wife the alpha, as she used to try and get me to lift her down the stairs if I either came in from working in the office or once I had completed remote work in my room. (Speaking of which, I once opened my door and found her asleep just outside of it in the hallway, leading us to joke that her job was to monitor me and make sure I was doing mine, but the queen only worked when the queen wanted). As soon as she heard my wife’s voice though, she would stand at the top of the stairs and bark her little head off until she was collected. Then she’d tap dance around the kitchen getting underfoot, knowing that the humans were about to eat and pointedly ignoring her already-available dog food in the hopes of obtaining little morsels of whatever we were having.

We also had silly arguments. She liked to bark at me as I approached the stairs, I guess wanting to keep me safe or alert my wife of my pending movement. I told her to “hush,” and she made a low bark that sounded suspiciously like she was talking back to me. I said “hush” again, and she did the low bark again. I said “hush” a third time, and she low-barked a third time. “Are you arguing with me?” I asked, laughing as I descended into the stairwell.

I had so much fun with that dog. I’ve encountered several dogs over the course of my life, from the somewhat untrained Shannon, a Doberman/German Shepherd mix we had as kids, to Sade, a terrier my cousin had in 2004. But none had been in my life as long as Boo Boo was, a little over 10 years.

She started to suffer though, so we had to make the difficult decision to put her down. My wife and I stood with our hands on her little body as her quivering and fast breathing steadily slowed, and I silently said “bye bye Boo Boo.” Eventually, all was still. It was a profound experience, and ultimately I’m glad I was there as she left us. She will definitely be missed.

A Third

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So here we sit, April wrapping up and headed into the second third of 2025 already. I started the year off with hopes of being more verbose than I had last, but thus far it just isn’t happening. I guess to some extent the problem is I feel like I’m stuck in one big routine. Monday=Work,Home;Tuesday=Home/work,HOme:repeatedWednesdayAndThursday. Saturday and Sunday, resting up and preparing for next week’s festivities. It’s the rhythm of life, or something like that. This is not to say that nothing ever happens, it’s just mostly quiet. Let’s take a look at some of this year’s highlights, though.

Work

This year on the job has been interesting. We’ve started a rotation of regularly-scheduled classes, and April’s was a successful course on using Freedom Scientific’s JAWS for Windows screen-reader with Microsoft Outlook. I demonstrated and had my trainees try creating folders, adding meetings to their calendar, sorting messages using rules, and creating and editing signatures. It was fun, and I enjoyed working with the engaging group of Customer Service reps who opted to join me.

I’m also working intensively with someone in what we’re calling a JAWS Boot Camp, wherein I’m helping her to acquire the basic skills she can use to learn other tasks needed for a computer-based job position. This is a challenge, because it really requires me to think outside the box and come up with activities that can make harder-to-remember concepts manageable.

Travel

As far as trips go, we did take one journey right at the end of March to Virginia Beach to see my sister in law. This gave me an opportunity to break out my GPS apps, BlineSquare for GPS coordinates and a somewhat accurate listing of my surroundings; Google Maps for direction information and hotel reviews; and Ariadne GPS, because it allows me to run my finger along the iPhone screen and hear what streets it is encountering. I’m sure I’ve written about these apps before, but I just like that they let me hear so much about an area’s geography.

We also did a bit of a riding tour of Virginia Beach, traveling through Regent University which is a religious school. The best thing we did though was eat, and particularly at a place called Gus and George’s Spaghetti and Steakhouse. Although I’m still grumbling a bit about the fact that my spaghetti only had 2 meatballs in it, it and the before-dinner sallad were delicious.

Books

And of course, I’m always reading. I’ve already hit 30 as the month concludes. Currently engrossed in one called Death of the Author, by NNedi Okorafor. Split between Lagos Nigeria and Chicago USA, this story is about a young woman who has acquired a disability after falling out of a dead tree and becoming paraplegic. It addresses interesting issues of so-called accepting one’s disability, and the controversies that can arise if one chooses to modify functioning with the assistance of technology. It’s an interesting thing to ponder, and I would of course note that all of us modify our functioning in low-tech (canes, glasses, wheel chairs) and high tech (hearing aids, screen-readers, scooters) ways. Mostly this is done to achieve the highest quality of life we can manage, which constantly changes as technology improves, but hopefully it does not mean we are “ashamed” of our disability. These are and probably always will be delicate questions, since they are framed by each person’s experiences and the perceptions of those around them. In any event, it is a pretty good story.

And that’s about all I’ve had going on for these first four months. Hmmm, when seen through that light I guess there has been more going on than I thought. I hope whatever you’re up to has been relaxing when needed yet eventful when desired. More soon.

Let IT… NO!

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This winter has been, thus far anyway, one ofthe coldest I can remember. Ah, what happened to those glorious days of 60 degrees and sun.

Before I continue though, I should acknowledge the wildfires in Los Angeles that are happening as I write this. I’m sure I know people who are out there, and I can only hope and pray that they and everyone else are all right. The loss has already been incalculable, unfortunately including some lives. I hope some kind of rain or cold will come soon to help put the fires out.

Here in North Carolina, we had our first brush with measurable snow since January 29th, 2022. Of course the drumbeat starts days before its arrival: excitable news reporters whipping themselves and in turn the public to a frenzy. “If it shifts a little south…” “will likely start around 4 PM on Friday…” “dangerous ice mixed in…”

As the appointed time arrived, my wife lined up with all the other Southerners to acqure the essentials: bread, milk, and toilet paper. Our Northern immigrants (yes y’all, we are our own country here,) shook their heads, bemused. They know they’re still cold though, they just don’t wanna admit it. And we don’t have the requisite equipment to continue normal functioning when a couple inches of “the white stuff” sweeps through town. I still do pick on our silliness, even if I understand it.

As I grudgingly rolled out of the blankets on Friday at 5 AM, I scraped the networks for answers as to whether I should venture out to work. These late-arriving storms are the hardest to predict, but since nothing I saw indicated that it would start prior to my 4 PM quitting time and 5 PM return home I decided I should go in. Once, back in 2014, I got stuck on a Durham city bus as over six inches of snow fell in a half hour while trying to return from work early. If not for a kind passenger ensuring I got home and more importantly to my door that could have ended badly. So I do not make this decision lightly.

Work was work, I spent this past week taking a new trainee on a crash course through JAWS to help prepare her for a position. It’s rewarding work, but let’s just say it also led to some good sleep.

As I stepped from the building, I was dismayed but not entirely surprised to feel drops of freezing rain hitting my hands. I was just hoping the GoTriangle paratransit vehicle I would be on would ferry me safely home, and then get the driver safely back to wherever they put them. I think I did feel us slide a little bit, but otherwise all was well and I got home quickly for a Friday. I suppose enough people heeded the warnings “WRAL Weather Alert Day!” our main local news channel intoned, to keep traffic fairrly light.

And now on Sunday, a little bit of that cabin fever is starting to set in. The good thing, I guess, is I can sit in my room and absorb lots of sunshine from my window. How many days till Spring?

2025: A Quarter

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There was an old (because most of the things I think of are old) country song where she says her momma gave her “a penny for your thoughts, a quarter for your calls…”. That and the fact that we are now into the 25th year of this century and millenium inspired this entry’s title.

I know some of you remember entering the year 2000, all those years ago. My most prominent thoughts from then, as I stood in a cramped church fellowship hall and the clock struck 12 were “I wonder if the TV and power are going to just shut off” (Y2K, look it up if you are too young to recall) and “I wish I could talk!” I’d been struck by a horrible head cold that had also taken my voice.

Anyhow, here we are all this time, with smarter phones and… well you can guess the rest. This past year was the first that felt like some semblance of normal since Covid arrived, though I am very much aware that this ss still not the case for everyone. I was fortunate enough to visit Myrtle Beach twice, and to fly to D.C. as Employee of the Year! (I wish I’d finished writing about that. I enjoyed delicious meals and (blah hearing aside) remember some of the fun of diing out. And work continues to hum along, with its new experiences and opportunities to help others come up.

But as always my favorite thing is reading. This year I set an all-time books-read record with 87 titles consumed. Granted GoodReads says that each book was on average 10 pages shorter than in 2023, but I still read more pages by far in 24 as well. And as I did for 2023, I will include a list of my five-star reads. If you don’t plan to look, you can stop here and I will wish you and us all a happy new year.

  • The Boys In The Boat, by Daniel James Brown
  • Somewhere Inside, by Laura Ling
  • All The Sinners Bleed, by S.A. Cosby
  • The House of Eve, by Sadeqa Johnson
  • Thicker Than Water, by Kerry Washington
  • The New Guys, by Meredith Bagby
  • The Women, by Kristin Hannah
  • The Last Lifeboat, by Hazel Gaynor
  • The Familiar, by Leigh Bardugo
  • Noumenon Infinity, by Marina J. Lostetter
  • A History of Burning, by Janika Oza
  • Shelterwood, by Lisa Wingate
  • Mornings in Jenin, by Susan Abulhawa
  • A Calamity of Souls, by David Baldacci
  • The Uncharted Flight of Olivia West, by Sara Ackerman
  • James, by Percival Everett
  • The Book of Lost Names, by Kristin Harley
  • Dust Child, by Nguyen Phan Que Mai
  • By Any Other Name, by Jodi Picoult
  • Eruption, by Michael Crichton
  • A Pair of Wings, by Carole Hopson
  • The Warm Hands of Ghosts, by Katherine Arden
  • The Berry Pickers, by Amanda Peters
  • Lovely One, by Ketanji Brown Jackson
  • The Deaf Girl, by Abigail Heringer
  • The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, by Victoria E. Schwab